Heart 1 Mind 0

It makes no difference
How much intellect I throw at the problem
How much reason I present
or how I'd like to pretend to be cool
It makes no difference
What I want or dont want to feel
or how much I understand the whole picture
It isn't important
that I would gladly trade my longing
for safety and stability
It does not matter
My heart breaks
And it will not listen to me